I'm such a nothing,
just an unnoticed soul,
Wondering what I'm still doing here.
I'm crying with anger,
And wishing you could fight away my fears.
Everyone just walking by,
Not noticing,
These tears in my eyes.
Inside I'm screaming,
Outside I'm crying.
Every night I'm crying,
Wishing you could see me,
Know that I'm still trying.
Instead of thinking that I'm worthless and bleeding,
Know that I'm still worth feeding.
I'm right here!
Can't you see me?
Sitting with this tear,
My infinite headache accompanying me,
Making me wonder what I could be.
I'm tired of smiling,
I'm tired of knowing you'll never be there,
With my pain piling,
I'll be seen,
And show you what I mean.
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I wrote this because I wanted to make a poem to my dad if he's still out there and I wanted to let people know that I'm here.
