Ive been caught between love and hate. I'm always trying when its to late. you said that you'd always be here for me.
but now your so far away to see.
Ive been here living life without you.
was any of those things you told me even true. every night i stay awake thinking of you.
oh how i cant make it through.
its been so long now that i cant even remember your voice.
why did you make that choice .
you left me without a single good-bye
and all i want to know is why.
why did you tell me that you'd come back for me.
why did you walk away and leave.
now I'm here missing you. now I'm so lost and cant make it through.
is this just a nightmare or am i just so scare.
for the first time i reached out and you wasn't there.
why does life have to be so unfair.
it hurts so bad looking back and not seeing you there pushing me through.
its killing me missing you.
