Confused about you

Its been 10 months since you left. Even thou I'm with someone new I still think about you day and night. You were my first love, you will always have a spot in my heart.last night I found you old jersey in my room at that same moment the song I dedicated to after we broke up started playing on the radio. Some thing came over me and I fell to the ground, I began to cry. I remembered how I felt when I was with you, your touch,kiss,the way you held me. Making me feel so safe in your arms. I miss your love so much I can't stand living this way. I don't know why you left me this way because my world is nothing with out you. I would give any thing just to hear you say I love you once more. I begged God ever night to send you back to me. Some times I wonder if I was good enough for you. When you left you stole a peace of my heart. I wonder if it would be ever replaced? I miss you until the end of time.
(This is about my ex boyfriend)