I lose sleep at night

by *kAnDiE*   Nov 21, 2005


I lose sleep at night
just thinking about this pain i feel
i lose sleep at night
just waiting too fade
i lose sleep at night
looking at these scars from self-harm
i lose sleep at night
repeating everything you said over and over again in my head
i lose sleep at night
cutting away my broken lies
i lose sleep at night
screaming silently in pain
i lose sleep at night
bleeding these cuts wont heal
i lose sleep at night
just wishing i could stay another day....

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  • 18 years ago

    by Torn

    Aw babe that was sad. Aw mikochan always gives great advice!!! its also way too familiar for me, and this poem is really good.
    Take care hun
    >torn -x.x.x-

  • 18 years ago

    by Black night

    *hug* great peom.

  • 19 years ago

    by Once an Angel

    SOunds all too familar baby. Life can deal very difficult hands, and we just have to play them for what they're worth, even when they suck. Don't give up baby, just keep holding on. Something to do about the cutting . . . I took a pen and wrote the words "hold on" on my arm, and so every time I want to cut I see that and I retrace that in pen instead of cutting, (most of the time,) so I thought that might help you get a bit more sleep at night. Good luck baby. Huggles!

    Mikochan