Too Late

I look inside a pool of lies,
trying to find a way to hide.
You weren't there to see the tears i cried,
or stop me before I reached my high.

Things didn't have to happen this way.
You could have loved me,
been there for me,
and been home everyday.

The darkness is calling for me,
it wants to take my pain away.
It says just a little taste of this,
and I will never be the same.

I wanted to talk to you mom,
to see if it was okay.
But you weren't there for me mom,
to tell me it would take my life away.

I gave into the darkness and tried some stuff.
It made me feel real good,
it made the whole world soft.
I then knew that I wasn't lost.

When you found out, you didn't understand.
You didn't understand that all of this made my whole life make sense.
You took me to all these places to try to get help,
but all you did was make it worse, you couldn't save me from myself.

Now I know that I am out of control,
and theres nothing left that could save my soul.
I plan on taking too much later today,
and this is my final goodbye to you, I hope you hear all that i say.

Now I lay here in a casket of sorrow.
All my dreams are gone and there is no hope for tomorrow.
My skin is like ashes, and it will slowly fade to nothing,
while I lie here forever in a place that is unloving.