My Reality

My reality
where nothing is perfect
or near great

The things I said to you
I can't take back
it's far to late

My reality
where you were so frightened
and cold

and through my eyes you hear
what can not be told.

My reality
where death I cannot fear
and through my eyes you watch

one single tear.

My reality
a circus with an evil clown
I can't swim,
and yet,
I cannot drown.

My reality
where I bleed
from a single dart

My reality
I have no place
within your broken heart.