My bloodstained tears are nothing compared to the years I have wasted. I have sinned so much¦I dont know where to begin. Dear heavenly father forgive me for I have sinned deeper than anyone has ever sinned before. I fell in love father, so deep I cant forget it. I lay awake at night cry till the morning light when I have to put the fake smile on again. Im in so deep I cant get out, see how this boy makes me scream and shout. Im waiting for the answers; I cant believe hes gone. Oh please father help me Im slowly dieing so deep inside¦please... and I hold the bullet to my head I see his sweet face and I cant. Im a mess father¦I need him back. Please help me dear lord, help me smite all the demons away¦help me get the pure and true love I knew back. Lord my savor until that day¦how can I sit here and say that you care what happens to me?
