Heart Broken....

My heart is broken,
Slowly but surely its mending,
How do I let it break over and over again?
How many times can a heart break before its stops beating?
Who would of thought that love could hurt so much,
Who would of believed love could leave you bruised and broken on the floor,
Bleeding and crying hoping it will end,
Sadistically painful love has left me heart broken,
It has left me with scares that I wish I never had,
Love engraved in my wrist, blood flowing, yet I’m still smiling.
This heart broken loser, that is me,
Smiles to hide all the pain,
I smile to hide my scorn,
The most wonderful of all feelings has killed me inside