I sit on my door step and I'm on the phone and i hung up and it felt like it fell out of my hand i don't understand the pain in my life is so grim i wish that you could help me I'm at a crossroad and there is a choice i have to make i guess its gonna have to hurt and i guess i have lessons ill have to learn i need to move on with the rest of my life and it all starts with a goodbye i no there is a new horizon but that means i have to start to think about not saying goodbye but i no its gonna hurt i no i gonna have to climb and cry i wish u could understand i don't have anything to give to the other side i wish i could just leave the world with one last goodbye
