Know what I'm feeling, but don't know whether its real or a lie.
Sometimes i sit at home,alone,wondering why i make myself cry.
Can't take in all this shit at once, too much to handle for me.
Can't you see? I'm down on my knees saying sorry,please just accept my apology.
You do what you want, and i done heard it all.
Was at the top, brought me down,and made me fall.
Do you expect me to wait? so many miles away.
Can't promise anything and can't bring my feelings to say.
Head spins, light flickers,lost in my own dreams.
Not real, but that's what they all seem.
Just when i think its gone, again i feel the pain.
All my troubles fall down on me like pouring rain.
I live each day, remembering the past.
Lost in the present, making each memory last.
