The Pain

The pain, I can no longer bare,
Sometimes I just wanna scream "it's not fair!"
Then you look at me and smile,
I wanna make that moment last a long while.
Then she turns down the hall,
Suddenly I feel like a wall
I see the expression on your face,
The twinkle in your eye
The pain, I just wanna die
You walk next to her,
As you stride past me,
I am no longer, the one you see
I should just tell you...
What would you do?
What would you say?
Would you even give me the time of day?
All these thoughts occur in my head,
The pain, I just wish I were dead.