Wake at night (again) and I know I wont be able to get back to sleep, its always the same, but i cant expect it to change. Wait here comes the urge (again) desperately i search in vain, searching for the blade to end my craving for pain. At last I find a sharpened edge to send deep into my waiting wrist. Again i will wake tomorrow its what i always do, its like someone is telling me to. I am not going to change because you say, not even if you scream all day, but that doesn't mean i don't feel pain (again) why should i stay when your the one to bring me to my end. At least know i know theres going to be no tomorrow. This will never happen again. Never again.
