SUICIDE NOTE- found on a tape

by InvisibleGurl   Nov 22, 2005


It started with this feeling,
I had inside my head,
I just couldn't bear it,
I had wished I was dead.

No one understood me
No one was really there,
I knew if I killed myself,
Then maybe then you guys would care.

I stuck on my fake smile,
For just a few more days.
Waiting for one of you to ask
If I was okay.

I thought you guys knew me,
We were friends after all.
When I tried to talk,
It was like talking to a brick wall.

I felt as if I was
Teetering on a ledge,
I think I know what pushed me
Over the edge.

You guys started looking through me,
As if I wasn't there,
I could take all the other crap
BUt this I couldn't bear

You guys will never again
see me laugh or see me smile
Cause I'm gonna be gone,
For quite a long while.

They say you never really miss someone,
Until they're gone.
I guess by the time you hear this,
Its too late to right your wrongs.

By the time you hear this,
I'll be dead,
Down by the creek,
With a bullet in my head.

All my poems are dedicated to my friends because they inspire me, and they mean the world to me. This is about how I feel/felt..

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  • 17 years ago

    by Laybelled with a name

    That was sooo soooo sad!!! *crying*
    It was really belivible!!!!! After reading it, I felt like one of my good friends had died.......... Brillent poem though! 5/5 well done!!!! Loved it!!

  • 18 years ago

    by Emily

    This was so sad! The feeling in it would be so hard to feel, and I admire you for being able to deal with it. Great job, 5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by simplysarah

    I know how it feels, when they look through you but when the notice you u wish they didn't.you wish you could just cruise through life with out any more bumps. but not all cars drive well, and not all roads are smooth so we just gotta make sure we have air bags. ok im babbling. good poem. i really got want u were tryna say.
    try lookin at some of my poems.
    ~sarah k ~

  • 18 years ago

    by Sole

    Nice - I agree that

    I felt as if I was
    Teetering on a ledge,
    I think I know what pushed me
    Over the edge.

    Doesn't seem to flow very well - but the rest of the poem is great - I hope you're ok xXx.

    Peace. [Sole]

  • 18 years ago

    by Emma

    I enjoyed this poem...it was for lack of a better word...amazing...i cant find a word to even come close....Amazing job.
    Emma 5/5

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