Lately I feel like you don't know me anymore
We don't tell each other everything
And it seems that we're constantly at war
I feel suspended in air just left to swing.
You don't trust me and your hurt
Because I withhold from you, don't tell you stuff
You know, I'm sorry, for making you feel like dirt
But I feel like you don't want to hear and that's tough.
I know you care and don't want me to get hurt
But inevitably I'll get hurt, so let go this time please
I know your protecting me but I promise I'll be alert
I just want you to know I'm sorry, I wish this pain I could ease.
I don't want to lose you, not now, not ever
I always believed this was a friendship to last forever,
In good, and bad so I'm not willing to give up
And I know I haven't been spending time with you I see that now close-up.
I apologize for not doing anything sooner
Waiting till an eclipse became lunar
I take the blame, I was totally wrong
And that isn't making you feel better I know
But I'm going to try to be strong
Because I'm here for you whether you're my friend or foe.