Love and rage course through my body
Side by side
Seemingly, as equals.
I only have tears to guide me through this trying time
As I sit here, wondering about the days ahead
I feel pain about days already past
What is happening to us?
Where did we go wrong?
Im wondering and afraid, for you are the eternal love in my heart.
And Im losing you.
All too quickly,
Im losing you.
Thinking about life with you
Makes my heart whole again
But I soon forget when you utter cold words
Which, inevitably, have been coming every day.
When is this whirlwind finally going to stop?
I plead for serenity
I find myself alone, in the darkness
My words are echoing back at me
Blank vacant walls are all I have for comfort.
