Missing You

Before I start, I want everyone to know, this poem isn\'t true. I wrote this poem for a story I\'m writing. There is meaning behind this poem, just in a form no one would understand,
so if you could just let me know what you think of it, that would be great, thanks so much!!

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I cant believe Im doing this
I cant believe Im standing here
This is unbelievable
I cant believe you are lying there

You were like my sister
You were my best friend
Together we could do anything
It was always going to be us until the end

You cant imagine how hard this is
I dont know what Im going to do
You were the one who was always strong
The one who always got me through

Now Im fighting this without you
Im doing this on my own
No more staying out late at night
No more talking on the phone

You had so much left to do
Like graduation and our prom
Im sorry no ones going to get to see
You would have been an amazing mom

Its hard enough just losing you
And now Ill never get to meet my niece
When you died, my heart broke
And with you, you took a huge piece

Your daughter would have been beautiful
Madison Olivia would have been her name
And now that Ive lost both of you
Nothing will be the same

I know that Jacob is hurting
He lost his girlfriend and his child
I know that a huge part of this
Is going to be denial

At night he will come and sit with me
When from his room he can hear me crying
There is no point in telling myself this didnt happen
There is no longer a point in lying

Im sorry for what happened
At the time it didnt seem wrong
This is something we will never forget
Itll take us way to long

I will never forget you
Not even for a few days
You were an amazing person
You changed me in so many ways