~I see you holding someone else and I wonder why I wasn't good enough to be right by your side.
~When I see you I ache,I burn,then I wonder why I wasn't good enough to be by your side.
~When the wind blows I smell you.When I look to the sky I see your face in the clouds.
~You seem to melt the coldest hearts just by smiling but when I see you holding someone else I wonder why I wasn't good enough to be right by your side.
~Am I to far,to weird,to odd to be right there?To odd for you to care?
~If I died would you even blink your eyes or would you keep on smiling and not even think about me?Even though when I see you I still wonder why I wasn't good enough to be right by your side.
~Though you care so much for her I can not help but feel envy.I try to be happy,I try to lie,but each time I try not to cry.
~A storm is brewing deep inside and I wonder why I wasn't good enough to be right by your side.
~You hold her and dance with her but you push me farther away.You may not know but you do.You make me hide.Make me hold what I have so close.Make me have dreams of what I will bever have.
~Yet all I know to do is write.Spill my emotions,my tears,my every thought on paper.
~Even still I wonder why I wasn't good enough to be right by your side.
~Every time I see her the jealousy in my soul rises.I try to fight.I try to be right.I try to hold everyone tight.I would hold you but you don't want me to.
~I bear my soul onto these pages knowing they won't pass through the ages.Secretly I hope you read the words but then again I hope you won't.
~Your smile brightens up the room and your wonderful presents blooms.Yet I still wonder why.Why wasn't I ever good enough to be right by your side.
~I want to hold you tight and close.I want to throw these pages in your face but I know this shall not be the case.
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