Its all pretend, you try to make amends.
my heart is aching my mind is breaking.
i cant handle the pain, the drama and the strain.
i need to get out, i need someone to show me the way.
I'm alone in this world in every way.
the lies the hate, the truth untold
someone hold me, hold me close
got no one to turn to, no one who cares
gotta keep going, gotta keep strong, gotta keep moving on.
i use to have someone, id cry on his shoulder. everyones gone
I'm a shadow in the dark.
its not like anyone notices so why do i try?
i just want to be loved again, know that my existence has a purpose..a reason and a reality.
gotta keep my head up
gotta keep looking.
someday it'll be over and ill be out of your life.
I'm causing problems, causing lies, causing hurt and causing cries.
i hate to be blamed, but thats whats happening.
I'm a mistake, a nothing. a reminder of a past even.
an unfortunate pregnancy.
i hate to be like this, but i was born this way.
I'm wondering if anyone will ever come
hold me close. and tell me it'll be OK.
for now theres no one, so I'm just living each day.
hating the current, fearing the future, regretting the past.
these 14 years have gone so fast
but it feels so slow, I'm sinking low....
waiting, will anyone come, will anyone save me, just let me know.
