I cant take it anymore...the hurting, the lies and just you.. i want you so bad but you don't get it and you lie to me all the time.. I'm done.. i don't want to hurt anymore i put myself through this once and i did it for almost 3 years and I'm not about to do it again.. i want to be your friend but i don't want to be friends with benefits even though i have to say your one of the best but i either want to have relationship or just be good buds but when your friends with benefits then when we chill thats all you want to do trust me i know i did it for 3 years and I'm still in love with the guy and its going on 4 years now and I'm done! and when i do stuff with that other guy you flip and i don't get why because i know darn well you do it to me? am i right?..and i cant take all the bullsh*t lies anymore! I'm in love with you and I'm fallen deeper and deeper everyday! i just wish you knew how much i really do care about you! why do i always fall in love with that guys that don't want to love me back? why? the only time you are really sweet to me is when you know I'm going to be home alone and you can come see me and get a little out of me...i really hope we make it through this little fight were having thats the last thing i need is for me and you to stop talking all together! i need you..i want you.. don't you get that?... i hope things get better between me and you.. i wish you would just call me.. i really want to talk to you and since you haven't been answering my calls lately... i really just want to hear you voice and just talk with you.. what i really want and need is for you to come visit me and hold me and tell me every things going to be alright... i miss you touch and your voice and your face.. i miss everything about you! i love you babe can't you see that?
