I am so sorry! I can completely relate. Only one of "our special days" was 8/20. I know he probably doesn't remember but I know I'll NEVER forget. And he has someone new too. I hate that feeling. It's like now I'm completly empty and there's nothing I can find in this hell of a world to fill that void. Beautiful poem! And thank you for your comment on mine! Keep writing...it helps others to know that they're not alone...and you do it so well!

Omg... I love it. In fact I think i'm going to print it out and show it to my best friend too :) Great poem!!

You are a wonderful poet emma! but just to let you know..HE is not worth everything you've been feeling and going through..i've begun to hate him too! hah
love you the mostest,
bertha!