Lost Without You

How is it that I'm lsot without you? Why is it you that's always on my mind. When will i go on with out you?

One day you're here in my life. The next, I wake up and you're gone. Each day from then one I'm lost without you.

Day in and day out I wonder what it is that makes me so lost. All my life you were here. All my life you comforted me when i was sad or hurt.

Now without you my life seems empty and meaningless. There's just that hole what no one could ever fill. That one space that only a mother could fill.

One day you are here and healthy then the next we've found out you've got cancer. Not just any cancer but lung cancer. The one there's no cure to.

As my days go in I wonder how my life would be if you were still here. Would i still be that spoilde little girl?

The on thing that bothers me the most is the fact that never will you get to see me graduate, get married or even have my first child.

God must have really needed a good soul when he took you. A woman of many trades, a mom loved by so many.

I'm lost without you. All the times my life wen wrong I had no one to run to. All the times my hear was broken you weren't there.

As I get older I realize how great of a person you were and how much I will miss you. When I need a hug from you you're not here.

Lost without you is how I feel. I pray to God to help me find my way. I hope you can hear me. Lost, Lost without you is where I'll be!

***written for my mom she died on May 2, 2001, may she rest in peace*****