The story of my life

Here's a story of a girl
Who's fate is the end of her world
A girl who's happy outside
Mad on the inside
And sad in her heart
Where should we start
In this little story
How about happy?
OK now quiet, Listen to me...
Laughing like crazy
A sparkle in her eyes
Always with a smile
That never said a lie
Loves to put a smile on everybody's face
A frown, a tear
Never to be placed
Being wit her would be like a day on north shore
You'd never expect a tear
But that's not all because there's more...
Don't look at her smile
Don't look on the outside
Don't listen to the laugh
Listen to her mind
"So eff-ing irking!
Why don't you just die!?
So eff-ing dumb!
Why'd you tell so much lies!?"
Living in her world,
Might as well live in the true ghetto
No one would give a shit
Only anger and hate to show
Screaming at people
Not a smile anywhere
No one would understand
No one would even care
Don't get mad at how she acts
It's not all
Listen to every fact
Too sad to make a smile
Too sad to make a frown
Too sad to make a sound
Laying in the darkness
In the corners of her room
She needed to take a rest
Hoping the pain would leave soon
Take a rest and get away
She never will be OK
Not with all the tears in her eyes
And in her heart
The many fears that lie

Dedicated to everyone that was a big part of my life.

eff-ing is like F. And I don't know why I put it in sad, I didn't know where else to put it