My Dream

All the time I sit back and watch
You never once realize how much you lost
As I fly towards the sky
You never once looked back to see if I was okay
I look back once more with the hope I am wrong
But you are still caught up with all that you do
So I look forward and try to forget all you ever did
I realize what I really have
All my friends
So I look to see them
The sight scared me
They where all crying and then
I realize one of them is gone
I see her all the sudden
She is about to pop the pills
Then I realize the love they give
She does not deserve the same fate I do
So I pull away the gun from my head
Just so I can save the live of my friend