For one moment

For one moment the world seems perfect
Everyone appears to be happy
And the I fill weak
Everything goes wrong
The death I know so well
Comes back to haunt me
I want to wish it a farewell
But death loves me I can clearly see
Nothing can ever be so satisfying
For some reason life is not aloud
So I set alone crying
Getting rid of the sound
Knowing you are on death bed
I show no emotion
So they know I am strong bred