My ThOuGhTs

I'm s tired of the pain
I've taught myself not to care,
I'm used to all the crying
you declaring you'd be there,

I learned not to cry when you hurt me
not believe when you lie,
to not hear those nasty words
learned not to frown not to sigh,

learned to sit there and smile
learned to never shed a tear,
not to listen when your angry
yet your violent words i fear,

I've learned not to cry
not to feel the pain,
the awful way you treat me
the way you always do it again,

I have taught myself
to smile, laugh and grin,
I've learned not to get upset
by the happiness you don't bring.