So many thoughts

So many thoughts rushing through my brain
So many doubts of what happened again

Will you call
How I wish you would
But my hope seems false
Im losing all the good

The days drag by
with you in my head
all the memories
are now all dead

But you consume my every second
How i wish it could end
Get out of me
Leave for good

The tears flow so loudly
I want to keep it inside
But its so hard to

I wish I could die
then this pain would end my heart is aching
but you dont listen

Not even words can tell
how much you mean to me
how much i miss you
and how much i love you