Know Matter how...

No matter how much i scream,
No matter how much i cry,
No matter how many people i hurt,
The pain I'm feeling deep inside wont fade.

Almost 8months have passed,
Sense the day you died,
but it never get any easier,
It still feels like it just happened yesterday,
The pain and hurt didn't get any softer,
Overtime it has gotten harder,
Tearing deeper and deeper into my heart.

I have tried to accept that you are gone,
But know matter how much i scream,
No matter how hard i cry,
Or how many people i hurt,
It will never get any easier.

Eventually,
I will be able to accept it,
but until that day arrives,
I will carry you in my heart,
My mind,
And my soul.

I will never forget you Nan. R.I.P