My Own Wrath

Black as blood at night
Dark as my heart
My mood is not right
Tearing me apart

I hate this time of year
Memories dragging me down
I have no real fear
Yet I wear a deep frown

I know this path
It has a sudden end
Feeling my own wrath
A will that will not bend

I have never gone all the way
Having found a reason
Not even close today
Mind committing treason

I will pull through
A smile upon my face
I always do
There will be no trace