Some Kind Of Bursting Loneliness

I must like guys
who make me
shed tears.
It seems to be
a trend
that needs to come
to an end.

You say it
it kills me
I say it
you love it
but i cant keep
this up.

Those three little words
i hold so close
to my heart
and only say them
when i know
its true.

So how come
it feels like
you're pulling them
out of my throat?

You make
my head spin
Its so full of
questions unanswered
and
confusion
thats way past
fixing time.

I need a break
from all this
pointless madness
before i crack
right at your feet.