I Am Your Power Source!

Ill turn up this chaos
just to block you out.
You have this power
you seem to hang over my head.

Did you know
this kills me?
Do you know
i give you the power
to control
every feeling
my body can hold?

Ive been holding
this back
afraid of what
might come out on paper.

Things my head
can not comprehend.
i don't know why
we do this.
we used to be so perfect.

What happened?
i cant even stand
to see your name
on-line.

Just because
everything about you
burns me up inside.