Doubts

by Chong   Nov 23, 2005


How can I show you how I feel?
When you're here it seems like a dream
I don't want to wake from this life I now have within my heart
My whole life seemed like a nightmare
So dark and cold and black and empty
Nothing left but other people's pity
You gave me hope and love
Things I could only dream of
Now that you're mine, what should I do?
Should I touch or kiss or hold you?
Or should I act like each day is our last?
Not talking or moving or seeing
My life now is moving so fast
It seems I now have a reason for being
But what if I said I wanted to die?
Would you care enough to shed a tear?
Or even cry?
If you died, I'd cry forever
Til the day I die and am laid to rest
Where do I go to learn how to love?
How do I love someone if I've never been loved?
Will you teach me?
Will you show me how to love?
Maybe if I knew how to love someone
I could love you the way you wnat me to
But what if I do it wrong?
What if I love you the wrong way?
What if I end up hurting you?
I don't want to see you in pain
I don't want to see you harmed
What'll happen if you're gone?
You're the light at the end of my tunnel
Shining so bright, leading the way
What if I do something and you go away
What'll happen to the only light keeping me alive?
Maybe I'll be fine
Or maybe someone'll come right then and guide me through the darkness again
When it comes right down to it
Just to hold you
Just to see you
Just to touch you
I'll do anything and everything
Just to say I love you.

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