There are times

There are times.
There are times when I want to stop living
There are times when I say Screw it
There are times when I wish I was normal
There are times when I wish I wasnt so afraid
There are times when I wish I didnt have a disease
There are times when I wish I would be happy to get out of bed
There are times when I wouldnt take things so seriously.
There are times when I wish I could be a normal sixteen year old girl.
There are times when I ask myself what the point of living is.
There are times where I want to go out but too afraid
There are times when I want to introduce myself but are too afraid
There are times when I want to be alone
There are times
There are times when I feel so alone
There are times when I do want to be with other people
There are times when I feel alone in a sea full of people
There are times where I want to disappear
There are times when I want friends
There are times when I could sleep for days on end
There are times where I donâ??t want to eat all
There are times when I love to go shopping
There are times when I hate shopping
There are times when I want to run away but donâ??t.
There are times when Im too lazy to go to school
There are times when I say something so fierce I mean it
There are times when I donâ??t say anything
There are times when Im hyper
There are times when I feel depressed
There are times when Im my own person
There are times when I do what other people want of me
There are times when I donâ??t tell the truth
But most of all, there are times when I have a jumble of emotions running through me