Late at night i lay there thinking of him,
as i close my eyes i see him there...
i start to cry cuz i kno its jus an illusion,
n that it wont eva happen n reality...
i say to myself that i wish he was here,
to see the pain i feel when im not with him...
hed neva be able to see or feel the pain i go thro,
cuz its not like we eva gonna meet in person...
me n him is jus a fling ova the net,
he got me to fal inlove with him so he can play me...
he did jus fine maken me fall inlove,
i neva felt this way for ne1 in my life but him...
i promissed myself that ill love him only,
but i neva knew it was all a game...
i was to blind to see it coming,
i was blinded by his sweetness his love that he gave,
his love thats really not there....
he has a life unlike mine,
my life is him hes my everything...
i thought id neva have to cry these kinda tears for ne1,
but i was wrong again, how can i be so foolish...
how did i not realize it was all pretend,
i thought it was all tru i thought he was tru...
i was soo blind cuz i was so happy,
cuz i thought i found sum1 who cared bout me
n loved me with all they have...
