This singer sings to me,
A painful lullaby.
I sit awake wondering why.
I make a wish, stare into space.
Tough-girl image shattered by one moment.
I walk into English, broken emotion.
Sobbing like a child.
The teacher looks in my direction,
With sympathizing eyes.
Its like she saw straight through me.
I sat in class wondering why.
Im wasted, Im drained.
Im numb, Im dumb.
Loss of feeling, wasted away.
Your feelings for me,
Quickly receding.
My feelings for you,
Growing at the speed your hearts beating.
Somehow I fell into your eyes,
Your arms, your heart.
You act as if you didnt want my love.
You act as if this all was an accident.
I stare out my window, wondering why.
So I take this mask,
And my disguise.
Ill try my best to hide behind,
Smiles and laughter,
Im just a poetic disaster.
