What i truly feel

After all we've been through,
i can see why you wouldn't like me.
But all I'm about to say is true,
even if it sounds absolutely crazy.
You haven't left my mind,
since we broke up so long ago.
And there isn't a time,
where i would ever want you to go.
I watch you in school,
but i show no feelings.
I'm afraid I'll look like a fool,
and i don't want wounds that need healing.
I'm petrified to tell you,
what i feel inside.
I don't know what you'd do,
in my moment of pride.
I don't know what you'd say,
and i don't want to get hurt.
But i still love you everyday,
even when you're at your worst.
At one point in time,
i know it seemed i hated you.
But it's 'cuz i wanted you as mine,
And seeing you with another girl
tore me in two.
All of this time,
all my true feelings stayed inside.
It's time for me to let it all out,
but deep down I'm not sure how.
I guess this poem for now will do
And no matter what,
I'll always have strong feelings for you.....