Ive been here waiting for someone who's already gone.
why cant i just admit that what we had is done.
i close my eyes and see only a dream.
why did you have to leave me.
when will i finally see that your already gone away.
why is there still so much i need to say?
i cant let any of it go.
theres just so much i want you to know.
Ive been hiding inside myself for so long.
i don't even know where i belong.
when will i understand that you had to go.
why wont i tell you no.
am i that scared to lose you.
or am i just afraid to make it through without you.
when will i learn that not everything goes the way i want it too.
why cant the things i want the most be true.
here i am living life in lies.
the only thing thats real is all my cries.
when will i give up on you.
when will i just let it all fall through.
why cant i face the fact that your never coming back to me.
why wont i give up to believe.
bcuz I'm just hurting myself by holding on.
bcuz the truth is... your just a memory thats already gone.
