Dear God xxx

Dear god.

This life that u have give me,
As first seemed oh so cruel,
But I believe you gave me obstacles,
That I so proudly made through.

Id often close my eyes,
And dream of a could be,
Wish that id be gone,
Felt no one did love me.

Was it something I done?
In my fulfilling past,
That you couldn't forgive me for,
Cause back then things moved to fast.

I didnt think I could hold on,
I just wanted to end it all,
But the sun coming shining out,
And I knew this was a sign from you.

I just want you to know,
At night when I do pray,
The words that come of my mouth,
Are joyful ones to stay.

So thank-you for believing,
And telling me not to lose hope,
Il have hard times on the way,
But we all have our ways to cope.

Amen x