Slit by slit
till the marks are colliding
To carve out the name
of this pain thats been thriving
to course through my veins
my body and soul
to take up this love
I now pay the toll
I hate you; I love you
to love and to loathe
how to decipher
between these feelings I hold
How do I prove
to you and to me
that somehow our love
is forever to be?
how can this come-
when I hate you as much?
when I both shiver and coil
under your touch?
The taste of this passion
The feel of this anger
to think of your safety
and also the danger
The dagger is thrown
will it shatter or strike?
can it kill the confusion
of love or to like?
He loves me...
He loves me not...
I love him so much...
but wish him to rot...
What is the mistake
The love or the hatred?
Love is so fruitful
But revenge is so sweet
Let me retreat
to my own papered thoughts
I give you my flowers-
Forget me nots....