I close my eyes
and my tears fall
into a puddle that turns
to a pond.
I can't control my
emotions for they
are to deep.
My secret i keep to night
when noone can see
me weep.
I know the day will
come when i will have to
say goodnight.
For i could never say goodbye
for i know someday
in anothe life we will
reunite.
I dread the day will
tell me the bad news
my greatest fear will
come true.
I don't know what i will
do
I don't know how i will
react.
I do know i will
not want to leave you
laying in the ground.
You always helped me
when ever i seem down.
You always had the best
ears when ever i needed
talk.
I trusted you more than
anyone.
Because thats
what grandmas are for.
But now you don't remember
me because god has
taken your mind.
And soon the day will come
when he will say its your day.
And take you physcially from
me.
My heart grows sad
each and everyday
because i know its right
around the bend.
I try to make life
happy for who nows
when it will end.
At least for now
i still get a smile from you
and periodically you
remember bits and
pieces to a song.
So i'll keep singing
and i'll keep smiling
and wait till night
to shed my tears
Because Grandmas
I'm so afraid of loosing YOU!!!!!
