The breaking of my Heart

So much pain
Tears in my eyes
It's so intense
Like someone just died

Breaking in
A million pieces
The amount of pain
Just increases

Piece by piece
It's pulled apart
That breaking sound
Is the breaking of my heart

I can't be happy.
Is life over?
Joyfullness is just what I am
My smile isn't a cover.

The breaking of my heart
Takes away my glee.
Why? Why can't I love
And just be me?