Deep Inside*

I know that my life is really good.
And that I have much to be thankful for,
But why do I always find myself crying on the floor?

My parents think I'm super happy.
My friends think they know all about me.
But what no one really knows is that inside I'm not always happy.

I thought it was all a stage,
And that I would soon find the light.
Well I did for a short time
But now I'm back to crying all night.

It might just be part of growing up.
And going through all the teenage drama.
But everytime I look around no one else seems so broken.

I pray to God every night.
Asking for the strength to just try to get by.
To put a smile on upon my face,
And dry all the tears inside.

I'm scared to ask for help.
I know they'll just all think I'm nly another depressed teen.
Or just think I'm overreacting.

Until I find the courage,
to tell someone how I feel,
I'll stay locked up dedeep inside,
Crying every single tear.

* Please comment on this poem...i know its not the greatest but i put it together in like 20 mins and its just how I rly feel inside. Thanks*