Watching my death

Im slowly dying
laying on my unmade bed
hysterically crying
alone and dying

my battered soul
my broken heart
my bruised body
has been torn apart

nothing makes sense
im living in vain
frozen in fear
and living in pain

my time is slowly running out
i wanna open my mouth
just scream and shout

this misery needs to be released
i cant contain it
its a bout to explode
the final candle has been lit

it all pours out
all in one single sound
it came spilling out
my voice has been found

now i can say
all that i need to
but what needs to be said
i should hear from you

but you keep silent
as you hear my final screams
and now as i reach out
so distant you seem

you watch as i slowly die
upon this messy bed
but you don't even cry
or take back what you said