Tears Falling

Tears falling
eyes balling
body shaking
mind racing
so cold
cant breath
lose balance
fall to knees
head spinning
evil winning
deadly thoughts
in my mind
eyes shut
going blind
dizzy, sick
cold body
all alone
just a nobody
gun, knives, razor blades
my only friends
the room fades
gather friends
lets all sing
join together
let bells ring
a knife takes my left
a razor on my right
a gun to my head
im out for the night