Longing

I really thought I was over you
I didnt think Id care
Watching you with her
Playing with her hair
But I failed to notice
The quiver in my touch
As you held me in your arms
Not saying much
It was only a hello
But it meant so much more
Then I had ever wanted
Something I couldnt ignore
But I know that I cant have you
Youve already got a girl
One who means enough to you
To change your entire world
I had always hoped that some day
I could be the one
That you would long to be with
But shes the one who won
There have been other guys
That Ive tried to replace for you
But they havent meant as much
Not after what we went through
Friendship lasts forever
And ours I plan to keep
Even if it makes me cry
And haunts me in my sleep