To weak to no what i wrote

Tears are falling from my eyes,
pain is filling my heart,
my hope is slowly fading,
my arms being left looking like a piece of art.

My thoughts have taken over,
my dreams have been taken,
my heart is so sore,
I'm hoping to be woken.

my life is flying by,
with each tear i shed,
which each drop i lose,
i guess its time to play pretend.

my body is feeling weak,
i wonder how long this will last,
its only a matter of time,
before it will pass.

i don't want to wake,
i don't want to speak,
i don't want to see you,
i have become to weak.

as the night will pass,
my life goes with it,
the tears i shed tonight,
have finally given me an escape..

its bad i know