If Only you were here

If only you were here
standing next to me
but you ran away on this holiday
to be with your friends
i can believe you would do that to me
me your daughter
but you did
and now as i watch
the blood drip
i think of your face and i just keep
putting that cold blade to my arm
if only you knew me
if only you understood
if only you loved me
if only you were here