Something Untold

Some of me still loves you,
But now all I can do is hate you.

All this heartache you've put on my shoulders,
You will never know how much pain you've caused.

All the times you told me how much you loved me,
I used to believe it all, every word.

Now it doesn't even matter,
I don't even matter.

I decide life's not worth living,
With this broken heart of mine.

I take my life by scars,
To show my neverending pain,
But you never thought I loved you this much.

I never told you this but:
Even in my times of trials and pain,
You were ALWAYS my colored picture
In this world of black and white.