Beautiful Suicide

All these memories of you that haunt me,
Never seem to go away.

The time when you told me you loved me,
The time you wouldn't stop looking into my eyes.

It all made me feel like someone,
Like I had a purpose,
Like I was LOVED

Now I don't feel like that anymore,
Itâ??s all just slipped away.

Sitting here and feeling all alone,
Feeling like I don't belong here with everyone else.

Yet I still think of you,
Knowing you don't care about me,
Knowing you'll never care again.

It keeps hitting me,
Like a rock I'm sure.

Even though you don't care,
Let me say this:

These walls crashing in,
Is just too much pressure to take.

No one cares for me in this world,
So I think I'll end it all right now.

No one thinks I'm pretty
Maybe when I'm gone,
I'll be a Beautiful Suicide...