Good Bye

Before, i could take the control over my live. Now i cant.
I do things i dont wanted, i do things i know you dont like mom, but this is the way i WANT to take.
This is not a thing i dont want.
I wanna feel free again, like a one time felt.
I wanna smile again, like i one time did
I dont wanna feel a tear again, like i do every day.
I wanna live, but another place.

I cant hide, cos you find me
I cant cry, cos you notice it.
I cant talk, cos my voice is sad.
I can kill me so..
I can cry, hide and talk, but i wont do it, only thing i wanna do, is to fly. Fly a long way, where no one is. Where i can lough, smile and show my teeth.
A place there nothing hurts.
A place there i decide the rules.
Where everyone have feelings, but just good one.
There no one can talk out there feelings, so their other being sad.
There no one can hide, so they can smile.
There no one can cry, cos thats a bad sign.

I know the heaven is better then hell, so i fly to the heaven.