The Way You Make Me (for jimmy)

I hate the way you make me feel,
crazy,
surreal...
when i see you my heart beats out of my chest...
i cant breath,
and everything becomes a mess...
i want you,
but i cant have you...
when i do have you i push you away...

I hate the way you make me act...
i cant describe it.
like a spoiled rotten brat...
when I'm around you,
i don't know what i want...
i don't know why i do what i do,
when I'm with you...

I hate the way you make me think...
you make me dought myself...
when you don't call but you said you would,
i spend hours in front of the mirror,
saying ''what doesn't he see in me?''
i cant concentrate on anything...
and my grades slipped drastically...

i love you more than life,
but i hate what you make me do...
could i feel this way,
because I'm in love with you???